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[Sep. 28th, 2006|12:16 am] |
Thursday, September 28, 2006
its a pink and green world.
sometimes i miss you so much that i can't breathe. i suffocate in my own reminiscence of me and you---of when we first met, of all the things we have been through and did together throughout the years. tears roll down my face, as i long so much for the past, what we had. but reality slaps me back in the face and i know things could never be the same as before. indecisiveness seeps in at the most randomnest of times, recalling the decisions that i made--were they worth it? was it the right thing to do? but as i outweigh everything, i figure out that the things that happened, happened for a reason, and holding onto the past without thinking about my future, is the most selfish thing i could do and would not benefit you, or myself.. so i attempt again for the umpteenth time to just look forward. i know it will be a lifelong process, but i know it can be done. even if i have slow gasping breaths at times longing for you, i can make it. |
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